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CONTACT

          Ladies and Gentlemen, let me preface what you’re about to read by stating that EVERYTHING that makes up physical reality comes from a place of NON PHYSICAL INTENT! My INTENT in contacting you with this message is one of CREATION and NOT one of DESTRUCTION. I wish to thank you in advance for enduring the instructive tone of this Message. We are ALL teachers in that shared wisdom fosters awareness and understanding.

          We have found ourselves in a most interesting and delightful place. Fate, but more accurately our "ability" to manifest physical "reality" from dreamt thought has gathered us together at this point in space and time. That "ability" is called a "MIRACLE." The definition of a miracle is - "An event that appears unexplainable by the laws of nature and so is held to be supernatural in origin or an act of God." "MIRACLE" is also "A person, thing or event that excites admiring awe." In that regard, Ladies and Gentlemen - we have created something quite awe inspiring indeed.

          This Message is an attempt to avoid a copyright infringement lawsuit against the financiers and copyright owners of both "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales." What I am claiming is that my autobiography "Tiny Little Virus - HIV, Death, Resurrection and the Second Coming," which I copyrighted in 1998, was used as the genesis for both films. I am claiming that Mr. Richard Kelly was in possession of a copy of my autobiography and that he used material from it in order to create the films. The character Donnie Darko is portrayed as a transcendent, enlightened and gifted soul. What has occurred is that Mr. Kelly discovered a real transcendent, enlightened and gifted soul. By the time you are through reading this message I hope that you are as convinced as he was.

          This Message is composed of sections. Following this introduction is a section which provides more information about me. Following that is a section which outlines and discusses the financial potential of the ideas in the areas of film, entertainment, telecommunications and the numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve created, and which I shall offer to share with you. Following that is a section which explains how and why Mr. Kelly used my autobiography to create these films, as well as a request from me for his redemption. Following that section, I outline what I hope to be a very profitable and creative future for all parties involved. I could sue in court and might win a several million dollar judgment. That amount pales in comparison to what I know we can make if I share with you my ideas in the areas of film, entertainment, telecommunications and the numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve created. These ideas are worth a billion dollars and will revolutionize entertainment as we know it. The corporate entity known as "Donnie Darko" is worth around forty million dollars plus or minus. The corporate entity known as "SouthLand Tales" will easily be worth that much if not more. The combined value of those two corporate entities could be as much as one hundred million dollars. The ideas in the areas of film, entertainment, telecommunications and the numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve created are worth far more than that. In essence I am contacting all of you to sell you my giftss which Mr. Kelly unintentionally uncovered by using my autobiography as the genesis for "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales."

          Both this letter and this Message are a sincere attempt by me to avoid a lawsuit and to create a wonderfully creative and profitable future for ALL of us. I wish to thank all of you in advance for your time and consideration.

THE REAL "DONNIE DARKO"

           Please allow me to introduce myself. My full birth and family name is Leonard Aaron Hill. I was born on November 8, 1960 to Mervin Charles and Eva Goldie Hill (Berezansky). When I was growing up I was called "Len" by many around me but my mother called me "Leonardo" - that is the name that I prefer.

          When I was seven years old my parents were having an argument. They never argued so it was the first time that I recall anger in our home. I did not know the nature of the argument, but I KNEW it was irrelevant. My little sister was two years old and she was crying. I took her by the hand and we walked to the room where my parents were. I opened the door and TOLD them to stop arguing because my little sister was crying. I also TOLD them that they would never do it again. Their jaws dropped and I STOPPED their world! They were speechless because I FORCED them to think of the consequences of their actions. I was oblivious to their reaction at the time because I was on a mission to end my little sister’s sadness. The next day they took us out for hamburgers and ice cream and promised that it would never happen again - and it never did. That is when I first shared my power of "conscious intervention" with others. From that point on my parents followed and let me lead with reverence. They afforded me the opportunity, freedom, unmitigated joy and privilege to "open" and "grow" without manipulating my thoughts, my ideas, my direction, my fantasies, my dreams or my life. That privilege provided me the opportunity to learn uninhibited and unimpeded "reality construction" at the age of seven. Learning and mastering that fine "art" has enabled me to consciously create and LIVE the "reality" and the life of my choosing and of my dreams.

          The true joy of my life has come from the eyes that I’ve opened and by sharing "my perception of the world" with others. The first time that I was conscious of this joy was when my parents bought me a telescope when I was eight years old. It was my most prized possession. I looked through the lens and studied the landscape, plants, bugs, birds, Jupiter, Saturn, Mars and the craters on the moon. What that telescope did was to take me on a journey into the marvelous world that IS all around us. It did so, ironically enough, by forcing me to focus on a DETAILED section of the world. Every time that I looked through the lens of that telescope, the world that I was just in disappeared and was replaced by a MIRACULOUS NEW WORLD. I had a front row seat and a bird’s eye view of the beauty and splendor that was all around me. What remarkable new "realities" I’d discovered with my telescope! I loved taking it out at night and showing the neighbors the rings around Saturn, the moons around Jupiter and the craters on the moon. They would marvel at them with joy and amazement. Knowing that I’d infused their world with awe and wonder made me feel quite joyous and proud. The older ladies would often cry and at the time I didn’t understand why - but now I KNOW why they cried. That is when I first KNEW that I was on the right road – the humbling and the high road. The writer Graham Green is quoted as saying "There is always one moment in childhood when the door opens and lets the future in." Realizing that I had the ability to touch and move people by bringing awe and wonder into their lives was that moment.

           As unbelievable as it may sound, I looked through my telescope and played in my sand box until I was a senior in high school. When I went to take my physical exam to go to college my doctor laughed in my face because I had no pubic hair - can you imagine being seventeen years old and having no pubic hair? What difference did I know - I wasn’t hanging around naked with other seventeen years olds . . . .

I was . . . .
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          I went to college in Boston in 1978 and my world turned upside down as I discovered sex, drugs and rock and roll. Even though I had no idea at the time, looking back now I understand EXACTLY what happened. While discovering this "other NEW world" I lost control of my "own little world" for the very first time. I’d lost my innocence and no longer felt as though I was in conscious control of my own destiny. For three years I wandered dazed, confused and so very unhappy. In 1981, I dropped out of college and enrolled in a design school which had a work/study curriculum. In order to attend the school I needed to find a job. When I went to my very first job interview it was a MAJOR DÉJÀ VU. As you may know, a déjà vu is where one "FEELS" as if one has experienced something before yet they know they have not. I interpreted that déjà vu as a sign that my life was back on track and that I was, once again, in control of my "own little world." I went to school several nights a week and worked at the design firm five days a week.

          After working in the "real" world for seven years a wonderful opportunity presented itself to me in the from of a death sentence. In May of 1988 I was diagnosed with AIDS and according to my Doctor had only two years to live. Of course I never believed his assessment of my predicament for a moment. I knew that he was full of shit but you know what a degree can do to some people! I KNEW that it only mattered what I BELIEVED. I worked for another year and in 1989 I heeded his incessant advice and went on medical disability. I split the difference - I gave his gamble one year and I gave my gamble one year. It’s seventeen years later so obviously I won the bet! Since 1989 I have actualized my life as I've THOUGHT it, BELIEVED it, DREAMT it and most importantly "FELT" it in BOTH a CONSTRUCTIVE and a DESTRUCTIVE way. I am a peaceful, reclusive soul and have created my own little sanctuary. I'm quite content in my world and would have remained here anonymous, invisible and humbled until the day I died.

THE ARTIFACT

           As of 1995 I’d been living with HIV for fourteen years, at which time I’d become a dying, impotent old man at the age of thirty five. I began writing the story of my journey toward death so that it might help my friends and family understand their own ultimate trip! I began a new HIV drug therapy called a "Protease Inhibitor’ in 1996 which immediately resurrected me from deaths doorstep and transformed me into an insatiably horny teenager full of life.

          That "second puberty" was a very enlightening and transcending journey. It motivated me to complete my autobiography which I titled - "Tiny Little Virus - HIV, Death, Resurrection and the Second Coming." It began as the thoughts of my imminent death, but instead became SO much more. My autobiography recounted all of the physical, emotional, psychological, hormonal, sexual and spiritual "FEELINGS" that I experienced on that journey from life, toward death and back into life again. "Tiny Little Virus - HIV, Death, Resurrection and the Second Coming" is a written documentation of the knowledge that I acquired and "FELT" on that most unusual of journeys. It is my personal experience of what death "FEELS" like from the perspective of someone entering it from the side of life. It is also my personal experience of what life "FEELS" like from the perspective of someone reentering it from the side of death! It is the equivalent of LITERALLY being brought back from death and given a second chance at life. The greater the perfection I "FELT" on that journey, the greater the imperfection I "FELT" as well. When I almost died is when I learned HOW to live, and during my resurrection is when I discovered myself, and the frightening world around me, for the very first time. Following my resurrection, my "TASK" became to understand and record, in WORD and in EMOTION, the massive spiritual and evolutionary gap between Human’s perfection and their imperfection. The reason that I wrote my autobiography was so that others could understand that spiritual and evolutionary gap and bridge it in order to gain control over their lives.

          Knowing that I’d experienced something quite unusual, I had the synopsis of "Tiny Little Virus – HIV, Death, Resurrection and the Second Coming" copyrighted in 1996, and the full manuscript copyrighted on October 26, 1998. After copywriting my autobiography I would have preferred to stay under the radar because of the spiritual ramifications of the knowledge that I acquired during my journey. Following my resurrection, I realized that I’d woken up in the middle of HELL!! How does one possibly fix something that is THIS broken? I did not believe that this world was capable of understanding and implementing the GOD given wisdom which was imparted upon me during my journey from life, into death, and back into life again. I am so pleased that I was wrong.

          In September 2005, a dear friend brought over the DVD -"Donny Darko - The Directors Cut." I immediately KNEW that my autobiography had been discovered and turned into a film. Richard Kelly fragmented my personality to create most of the characters in the film including Donnie Darko, Jim Cunningham, Ms. Farmer, Karen Pomeroy, Dr. Monitoff and Frank! The emotional, moral, ethical, sexual and spiritual conflict of "Donnie Darko" is the same as my own personal experience as recounted in my autobiography.

WINGS

My autobiography is profound scientific research as well as the foundation of two movie scripts. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been for Richard Kelly to decipher my words and my journey. At the end of the film, he, as Donnie Darko, reads his letter to Roberta Sparrow. The words of that letter are as follows; "Dear Roberta Sparrow, I’ve reached into your book and there’s so many things that I need to ask you. Sometimes I’m afraid of what you might tell me. Sometimes I’m afraid that you’ll tell me that this is not a work of fiction." My autobiography is not a work of fiction, I do "time travel," I do have "wings," I do "travel in God’s channel" and I am a very real and alive person! Your guttural reaction may be one of incredulity with me as the "nut case" but believe me I am for real! I do transcend my physical body at will and I do possess heightened consciousness and knowledge that goes beyond the norm. It may be maddening to contemplate but believe me when I say that TRUTH is stranger than any fiction one CAN read, write or make a film about - that is what makes it such a PRECIOUS gift!

Now that I have chosen to reveal myself to you, I will accept my responsibilities. I have been called many things by many people. Some have labeled me a "Guru", some a "seer", and some an "angel," while others have called me a "nut case." In "Donnie Darko" I am referred to as a Receiver. Richard Kelly was absolutely correct in his assessment of me as a Receiver. Everything that was written in my autobiography and everything that you will read in this Message, came from an EXTERNAL SOURCE. Receivers are "innocent ones" who receive POWER and FORCE from that SOURCE!

THEREFORE

"THE SOURCE" - "ALL THAT IS" - "GOD"

IS SENDING THE INFORMATION THAT WE ARE RECEIVING!

Because of that, the TONE OF THIS MESSAGE IS OVERWHELMINGLY

FORMAL, INSTRUCTIVE AND DOGMATIC!

In "reality," I am quite playful, childlike, fun loving and joyous.

The ability to "FEEL" myself as anyone I desired to be

was one of the earliest "GIFT’S" that I RECEIVED from the

"SOURCE," "ALL THAT IS," "GOD."

          I have also been called a "genius" by those closest to me. The American Heritage Dictionary defines genius as - "Exceptional or transcendent intellectual and creative power." I do not consider myself a genius on many levels as I am not mathematically inclined and not great at grammar and spelling as you will discover while reading this Message. I'm just an ordinary person who had a very extraordinary experience. Because of my near death experience I FEEL, perceive and behave in creative and unusual ways. "Donnie Darko" is, after all, a film about a transcendent genius and all geniuses know they are "different" but they do not know HOW they are different. The reason for this is because their consciousness is in a very different point in space and time (DIMENSION) than the consciousness of the majority of those around them. In that regard geniuses are INNATELY perceptually altered and perceptually blind to the MASS PERCEPTION OF REALITY. Some may call them naïve but they are very aware.

          There are several traits inherent to geniuses. The first of these traits is that all genius’s make up their own rules. The only way for a genius to manifest in "reality" is to ignore those "other rules" and that "other ‘reality’." If they followed those "other rules" from that "other ‘reality’" then they could never create the "reality" of their WISHES, DESIRES and DREAMS. And all geniuses do perceive the mass reality as the "OTHER ‘REALITY’." Genius is obsessive, compulsive possessiveness of ones thoughts and "FEELINGS." In one sense, genius is highly focused, disciplined and CONTROLLED paranoia. In "Donnie Darko," Dr. Thurman tells Donnie’s parents that he may be paranoid schizophrenic. How perceptive Richard Kelly was in creating that scene. There is an oh so very, very fine line between genius and madness. That line is so very fine that it makes me realize that most of the geniuses are locked away in insane asylums while most of the madmen are running the world. The difference between genius and paranoid schizophrenia is that the genius is in absolute control of his "reality" while a paranoid schizophrenic is not.

          The second trait inherent to geniuses is that they must "forget" who they "are" so they can "FEEL" and "become" who they WISH, DESIRE and DREAM ourselves to BE.

          The third trait inherent to geniuses is that we are innately "innocent" idealists on a quest for perfection. Maintaining ones innocence, ideality and perfectionism in what can be quite the contrary world is genius in and of itself. That is why geniuses can be so reclusive.

          The fourth trait inherent to genius's, as Nelson Mandela attested to, is that they can never waiver in their SELF MANIFESTATION by giving in to FEAR as FEAR is caused by the INAH - 3 contraction symbolized by my BEAST and Richard Kelly's "Frank The Bunny Rabbit" . . .

BEAST (Frank) = SEX = ORGASM = INSTINCTUAL BLINDNESS = ANXIETY, INSECURITY AND FEAR = OBSESSION =MORAL, ETHICAL AND SPIRITUAL INDIFFERENCE = CRISIS OF CONSCIOUSNESS = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE DELUSION = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE CHAOS = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE PROBLEMS.

          I possess an unstructured and free, yet paradoxically highly disciplined and focused mind and spirit. As I mentioned earlier, I am able to transcend my physical form and elevate my consciousness at will. The way I accomplish that task is outlined in my autobiography and is an elevated state of consciousness that I refer to as "ELEVATION." Because I am usually in this state of PURE INHIBITION of consciousness and spirituality I experience and retain a much HIGHER FREQUENCY of THOUGHT and "FEELING." That "enables" those of us in this "strata" to access highly uncommon and treasured "sensations." In my autobiography I call it being at one with "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD" and in "Donnie Darko" Richard kelly called it "traveling in God's channel." I’ve spent my entire life in an ethereal world of my own creating but it has been very real to me! Someone may perceive me as wallowing away in a psychotropic world of my own creating and they'd be equally correct.

          Like Donnie Darko, I am scientifically inclined and I thank you for indulging me in my mind altering passion. The current understanding of the physical universe is referred to by physicists as "String Theory." In this theory there are theoretically ten dimensions and everything that exists in the universe is a "vibration" of energy. These energy "strings" exist in all matter including "reality." "Reality" is another form of matter created by the electromagnetic "vibration" of thought, faith, belief, perception and most importantly "FEELINGS." Scientifically speaking "reality" is electromagnetic energy vibrating at different frequencies in space and time. There is an electromagnetic energy field surrounding our bodies and the bodies of ALL living creatures. This electromagnetic energy field is known as an "aura." Our aura’s can be photographed by a process known as "Curlean Photography" so we KNOW as FACT that they exist. Our aura is the "guardian" of the soul. At every moment of existence Humans create an aura consisting of both positive and negative electromagnetic energy. The negative electromagnetic energy MANIFESTS AS OUR BEAST (Frank) which is FEAR. Our BEAST (Frank) creates a NEGATIVE PHYSICAL "reality" which IS THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF DESTRUCTION AND HELL. The positive electromagnetic energy MANIFESTS AS OUR GOD (traveling in God’s channel) which creates a POSITIVE PHYSICAL "reality" which IS THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF CREATION AND HEAVEN. The atoms that make up our bodies are composed of this positive and negative energy and those atoms make up our physical "reality." When our physical bodies die, the electromagnetic energy that is within the soul that just so happens to inhabit our bodies, and in our atoms, transcends from the physical body back to "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD" from whence it came.

          The electromagnetic frequency of my aura and consequently my "reality," vibrates at a much faster speed from that of the norm. That faster vibrating electromagnetic frequency of my aura is similar to that of a child. The faster speed and "attention to detail" of my "reality" occurs because I am FEARLESS. The "increased speed" of my aura’s frequency is how I am able to create my future by "FEELING" that future "reality." The same "FEELING" is experienced by that innocent child who sees something across the room that it wants and then so courageously and FEARLESSLY retrieves it. FEAR is negative electromagnetic energy and a "NEGATIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE VIBRATING FREQUENCY" which prevents us from CREATING and LIVING to our FULL POTENTIAL. FEAR INHIBITS EVOLUTION.

          Fearlessness is the gift that I acquired on my journey from life into death and back into life again. Fearlessness is also the quality so wondrously emoted in Donnie Darko’s last scene where he is in bed laughing like an innocent child. And to think that while the whole world speculated as to WHY he was laughing, only Richard Kelly and I KNEW the answer - it's quite humbling. Because I am fearless my aura has no resistance. Because it has no resistance the electromagnetic energy of the soul that just so happens to inhabit my body manifests thought into action and creates my "reality" more "efficiently." This "efficiency" HEIGHTENS CONSCIOUSNESS and ADVANCES EVOLUTION.

          We live in a world where perception is "reality." By that I mean that PHYSICAL "reality" is created by our non physical THOUGHTS, BELIEFS, PERCEPTIONS, HOPES, DREAMS, NIGHTMARES and most importantly "FEELINGS." Creating "reality" is bringing what is inside of you out and not taking in what is outside of you. That is how everything, including "Donnie Darko" is created. "Reality" is, technically speaking, an "INNER" MOVIE SCREEN WHICH WE "PROJECT" OUR THOUGHTS, BELIEFS, PERCEPTIONS, HOPES, DREAMS, NIGHTMARES and most importantly "FEELINGS" ONTO. Our electromagnetic aura is the "light bulb" that "projects" "reality" and makes it "visible" for others to perceive. Each and every one of us creates our own "movie" called "reality." "Reality" is just like a "movie" in that the greater ones imagination, and the more one pays attention to the details, the more interesting and captivating the movie and the "reality" are. As Donnie Darko found out - "reality" is not what you KNOW - it’s what you "FEEL." Think of "reality" as a self actualizing software program for a video game. One could call that video game "GOD." When one masters "The Art of playing GOD," then one reaps the rewards for having taught oneself such an invaluable skill. We all create our own worlds and our own "realities" – the "Art" is in distilling the fabulous from the tragic. The knowledge contained in "The Human Behavioral Equation" is THAT distiller!


BEAST (Frank) = SEX = ORGASM = INSTINCTUAL BLINDNESS = ANXIETY, INSECURITY AND FEAR = OBSESSION = MORAL, ETHICAL AND SPIRITUAL INDIFFERENCE = CRISIS OF CONSCIOUSNESS = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE DELUSION = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE CHAOS = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE PROBLEMS.

MY ECCENTRICITIES

           My TRUE nature is very joyous, playful and childlike but I am not naïve – I am very aware. I have always thought, believed and manifested myself as such. My consciousness is heightened therefore I do possess "eccentricities." These are the result of having transcended to such wonderfully altered states of consciousness that descending back into "ordinary" consciousness and "reality" IS maddening! One of my eccentricities is that my behavior is very "luxurious" in that I tend to luxuriate in the moment – with a heart felt desire to revisit it. That is the behavioral manifestation of when my consciousness is transcending from my physical body. When I do so I lose all sense of space and time.

          Another of my eccentricities is that I am very much a decisive decision maker and interact best with those who possess that fearless quality. Having defeated the ultimate FEAR of death my world is one of NO FEAR and UNIMPEDED FAITH. I function primarily in an INTUITIVE "world" of KNOWING WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHY I KNOW! That is called unbridled TRUST and blind FAITH and is a "side effect" of what Richard Kelly refers to in "Donnie Darko" as "traveling in God’s channel." I know HOW to compromise but, like Donnie Darko, I do not refrain from speaking my mind. Being honest is the only way that I CAN be. If I delude someone else then I delude myself. I respect the soul that just so happens to inhabit my body far too much to desecrate it so.

          My third eccentricity is that I have a very low tolerance for dysfunction and disorder – what I call in "The Human behavioral Equation," "CHAOS." The reason for this disdain is because PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE CHAOS = PERSONAL AND COLLECTIVE PROBLEMS. CHAOS and PROBLEMS are "undesirable options" in "reality" and not requirements. CHAOS is also the theme of Richard Kelly's second film "SouthLand Tales."

          Another of my eccentricities is that I am hyperaware, hypersensitive and very emotional as it's not possible for me to inhibit my emotions. My ability to empathize is so intense that I am often overcome and weep uncontrollably. This emotional hypersensitivity can happen in the middle of a restaurant, when I smell flowers, hear a sad story on the news or look at a homeless person on the street. I empathize so intensely and "FEEL" emotion so deeply that it "FEELS" like bullets going straight through my flesh. I write about this "hyper - empathy" in my autobiography and acquired this irrevocable ability during the ultimate humility of my imminent death.

          My eccentricities aside, my finest attributes are that I have mastered "The Art of Transcendence" and "The Art of Dreaming" and can fearlessly access the POWER, FORCE and SOURCE of "ALL THAT IS" by having experienced the COLLECTIVE WISDOM, EMOTIONS, and "FEELINGS" of the soul that just so happens to inhabit my body.

"THE TANGENT UNIVERSE

           Following my resurrection I discovered the "maddening world" that I write about in my autobiography and which is portrayed as the "mad world" and the "Tangent Universe" in "Donnie Darko." The real twist to this entire affair is that from 1995 until 1998 I created a literary work about something that I had not yet experienced. By that I mean that the SHOCK of rediscovering that "maddening world" following my resurrection did not FULLY permeate my consciousness until viewing "Donnie Darko The Directors Cut" in September 2005. While viewing the film I "saw," "felt" and "lived" Richard Kelly’s version of my "world" as if it WAS my "world." When the film was over I fell to my knees and wept tears of both joy and sadness at fully grasping, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME, the MONUMENTAL CHASM between the "world" OUTSIDE of me and the "world" INSIDE of me. The film was also an epiphany in that MY "world" was VALIDATED by YOUR "world." Oh what a long, strange trip it’s been.

          When I received the evaluation and critique of "Tiny Little Virus" back from Scott Meredith Literary Agency in New York, NY, they said that since I was not "renowned" no one would be interested in my story! Their exact words were:

          "The autobiography or personal memoir is a particularly difficult and tight market publishing category. For an autobiography to be successful, it must fall into one of the following categories:

(1) A book by an already renowned person - - a celebrity, a VIP of some sort - - someone whose name alone assures a ready audience for the book. The author of the typical autobiography or memoir is already known to the reading public, and his/her stories will sell because the public is already interested. Obviously this category (and it does represent roughly 90% of the market for this sort of work) is closed to you."

          My TASK then became to DREAM "someone" into my "reality" so that I would become "renowned" and then someone would be interested in my story! I did that DREAMING in another DIMENSION of space and time. That other DIMENSION of space and time is one of the DIMENSIONS that composes String Theory and is known as FAITH! FAITH IS KNOWING! I made the following remark above in the section of this Message titled "The soul that just so happens to inhabit my body," -

          "having defeated the ultimate FEAR of death, my world is one of NO FEAR and UNIMPEDED FAITH. I function primarily in an INTUITIVE "world" of KNOWING WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHY I KNOW! That is a "side effect" of what I refer to in my autobiography as "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD" and Richard Kelly refers to in "Donnie Darko" as "traveling in God’s channel."

          I KNEW that my autobiography would seduce someone - I just didn’t know specifically WHO that would be. I was fishing for someone "out there" to assist me in fulfilling my purpose and destiny and to manifest this "MIRACLE." I copyrighted my autobiography so that another one of the "faithful" would find the "artifact." It ended up in the hands of Richard Kelly who created "Donnie Darko" and "Southland Tales" with ALL of your help. I had no idea WHO would be involved from Hollywood in 1998 when I needed someone to make me "renowned." I just KNEW that at one point in space and time I would NEED to involve Hollywood into the script of my DREAM so that it manifested as "reality." Just like I KNEW that it was irrelevant WHY my parents were arguing when I was seven years old, it was irrelevant HOW Hollywood would come into my future. I just KNEW that you would. I DID DREAM Richard Kelly into my future and he DREAMT me into your future and all of you into my future regardless of how whacked out it sounds. Ms. Barrymore, Gaylord Entertainment, Newmarket, Twentieth Century Fox Home Entertainment, Cherry Road Films and everyone involved with "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales" signed in on the deal even though no one had any idea what they were REALLY signing in on. I was SEEKING ALL OF you and you were SEEKING me. That is EXACTLY what transpired in that other DIMENSION of "reality" known as FAITH! "Donnie Darko" DID occur and with its completion - "Voila" - the making of the ultimate "Tangent Universe." If you thought that the film "Donnie Darko" was a MIND FUCK then this Message and our "CONTACT" is the REAL MIND FUCK!

          In "Donnie Darko," one of the notes on the screen says:

          "Incidents when the fabric of the fourth dimension becomes corrupted are incredibly rare. If a ‘Tangent Universe’ occurs it will be highly unstable . . . . . eventually it will collapse upon itself, forming a black hole within the primary universe capable of destroying all existence. Artifacts provide the first sign that a ‘Tangent Universe’ has occurred. If an artifact occurs, the living will retrieve it with great interest and curiosity."

          In "Donnie Darko," that "artifact" is portrayed as the jet engine but in "reality" my autobiography was the "artifact." When my autobiography (artifact) "fell" into Richard Kelly’s hands he retrieved it with great interest and curiosity and the "Tangent Universe" was created. From my perspective, Richard Kelly is the recipient of the "artifact" of my autobiography "Tiny Little Virus," while I am the recipient of the "artifact" of the film "Donnie Darko." In the film, "my journey," "my world," 'my memories" and my "FEELINGS" as depicted in my autobiography are portrayed as the "Tangent Universe" to the viewers. When I watched the film I perceived "your world" to be the "Tangent Universe." From my perspective, Richard Kelly and ALL of you involved in the creation of "Donnie Darko" have been in the "Tangent Universe" not just for the 28 days that it took to shoot the film but for the past six years. He created himself, and everyone who collaborated on "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales" into that "Tangent Universe" and into my future. He also created me into ALL of your futures. In "Donnie Darko," one of the notes on the screen says:

"The manipulated dead will set an insurance trap."

From my perspective the "artifact" of the film was the "insurance trap." The producing, financing and distributing of the film were the setting of that trap and insured that it would manifest as reality! Each and every person who collaborated on "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales" ensured that it WOULD manifest as "reality." ONLY when it manifested as "reality" could I possibly have seen the film. ONLY after seeing the film could I have sent you this Message. ONLY after I sent you this message COULD our two opposing DIMENSIONS merge! ONLY then could we POSSIBLY COEXIST IN A SHARED DIMENSION OF SPACE AND TIME.
The location of the "Tangent Universe" wasn’t in fictitious Middlesex, VA - it IS in Hollywood, CA. I Sincerely hope that you’re all enjoying this little film that we’re creating as much as I am! In the section of this Message titled "Contact" I share my belief that -

"EVERYTHING that makes up physical reality comes from a place of

NON PHYSICAL INTENT!

My INTENT in contacting you with this message is one of

CREATION and NOT one of DESTRUCTION."

Please KNOW that as TRUTH!

During the past six years my autobiography has altered your DIMENSION and your "reality" and is continuing to do so and will continue to do so. Everything that has transpired in ALL of our "worlds" for the past six years concerning these films has done so exactly as WE have ALL manifested it. We’ve co created each other in that DIMENSION of space and time known as FAITH. We are NOW meeting at a converging point but are entering from "different angles." The current "reality" that we find ourselves in was created from the converging "perceptions" and "FEELINGS" of two OPPOSING DIMENSIONS of "reality" that have finally merged to form one DIMENSION and one "reality." By being seduced by my autobiography and obsessing with it Richard kelly LITERALLY wove ALL of us into the fabric of his so called "fourth dimension" and "Tangent Universe." Some of you may be aware of your "role" in this "Miraculous Alignment" while others less so. Irrespective of that, the truth is that ALL of us were instrumental in its manifestation. I NEEDED ALL of you and ALL of you NEEDED me. The same "POWER," "FORCE," and "SOURCE" that possessed me to create my autobiography and Richard Kelly to write the script also possessed ALL of you to produce, finance and distribute "Donnie Darko" and "SouthLand Tales." We have been pulling each other TOWARD one another on that "Invisible DIMENSION of space and time" called FAITH which manifests our THOUGHTS, BELIEFS, PERCEPTIONS, HOPES, DREAMS, NIGHTMARES and most importantly our "FEELINGS." Can you see how we’ve created one another through my autobiography and your films? I created ALL OF YOU in MY FUTURE and YOU CREATED ME in your FUTURE. That MANIPULATION OF SPACE AND TIME IS THE TRUE SECRET OF TIME TRAVEL. Time travel is about creating the future so that it manifests EXACTLY as one has planned it.

I'm acutely aware that this may be difficult for some of you to accept. If one desires to create a film about "fourth dimensions," "time travel" and "Tangent Universes" then it doesn’t get any more interesting than the converging "reality" we NOW find ourselves in. This "Miraculous Alignment" of ours, and not the film "Donnie Darko," is the ULTIMATE example of life imitating art, imitating life. I do not know if this is true or not but Robert W., on allzone4dvd.net, reported on April 22, 2004 that: "Eerily, halfway through filming Donnie Darko a real jet engine crashed onto a nearby LA beach, unnerving the cast and crew." The effective copyright date of my manuscript, Tiny Little Virus - HIV, Death, Resurrection and The Second Coming, is

October 26, 1998!

The original theatrical release date of "Donnie Darko" was

October 26, 2001!

The date that I sent this MESSAGE to you was

October 26, 2006!

My birthday is

November 8, 1960

The film "Donnie Darko" was copyrighted on

November 8, 2001

          As I mentioned earlier in this Message - "It may be maddening to contemplate but believe me when I say that TRUTH is stranger than any fiction one CAN read, write or make a film about." In "Donnie Darko," the notes say:

          "When the manipulated (those of you who produced, financed and distributed the film) awaken from their journey into the ‘Tangent Universe,’ they are often haunted by the experience in their dreams. Those who do remember the journey are often overcome with profound remorse for the regretful actions."

          Try placing this on the FEAR - LOVE Life line as Donnie was instructed to do! I suspect that some of you may place it closer to FEAR than to LOVE! If so then CHOOSE to place it closer to LOVE - fore that is my TRUE INTENT in sending you this Message! Believe me when I say that this is not a cruel joke but is our collective DESTINY and the PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION of the CREATOR in ALL of us. This is our shared experience of enlightenment, TIME TRAVEL and "DIVINE INTERVENTION."

OUR FUTURE BEGINS NOW

           I am humble, modest and generous Ladies and Gentlemen, but from a business perspective I am no Judy Garland. Unlike her I know exactly what I possess and am acutely aware of its value on this world. Also unlike Judy Garland, I will not permit this world to drive me mad or to destroy me. As I mentioned earlier in this message there is a very, very fine line between genius and madness. The key to staying on the right side of that line is to maintain absolute control over BOTH the POWER, FORCE and SOURCE of GOD, which creates the genius, as well as our BEAST (Frank) (INAH - 3 CONTRACTION) which creates the madness. Acquiring, practicing and implementing that self actualizing "skill" in order to control ones destiny is what my autobiography, "Donnie Darko" and this message to you are all about.

          Below is an intelligent, creative and profitable solution to this twist of fate, act of good Karma and "MIRACLE" which I hope will please everyone. In gratitude for having "outed me" I would like to extend an olive branch in the form of a mutually beneficial business proposal. I have spent the last ten years since my resurrection in a psychotropic world of my own creating. In that world I created not just my autobiography but numerous businesses, products, goods, and services that do not currently exist as "reality." As I have done ever since I was a child, I was BELIEVING IN and CREATING my DREAMS! Creativity always comes from inner contentment, wonder, inquisitiveness, playfulness, joy, awe and most importantly HUMILITY. As someone who’s mastered "The Art of Transcendence" and "The Art of Dreaming" I have kept my creations inside of me because one does not journey as deeply into death as I have and NOT be irrevocably humbled by that experience. The numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve already created are quite valuable. I am very content in my world and up until now I have had little REASON or OPPORTUNITY to fully exploit those creations for further financial gain. My desired outcome to this twist of fate, act of good Karma and "MIRACLE" is an intelligent, profitable, creative and mutually beneficial business proposal. Stepping up to the plate is what good business is all about and having the ability to create ones future is the ULTIMATE business tool.

          As those responsible for my "outing" you will now reap the rewards for having awoken me from my state of bliss and knocking ALL of us on our asses! My fourteen year transcendent journey from life, into death and back into life again has been very profitable for some of you but not for all of us. The current net revenue for the corporate entity known as "Donnie Darko" stands at approximately forty million dollars give or take. The corporate entity known as "SouthLand Tales" will undoubtedly generate an equal if not greater revenue. The combined net revenue for both films could approach one hundred million dollars. This is the time for the repayment of a Karmic debt and an equitable sharing of the wealth. I have been given a TASK and so have all of you! Please KNOW that it is a righteous and a noble TASK. If you have the COURAGE and the FAITH to follow me then you will be rewarded beyond your wildest dreams. You have already reaped the rewards for following Richard Kelly, me and the POWER, FORCE and SOURCE to this point in space and time. For some of you it has not necessarily been with wealth, but with admiration, respect, pride and most importantly with LOVE. "Donnie Darko" has touched the souls of many people around the world. If, and when, you realize that I am a real, live person and not just a fictitious character then you will know of my potential to bring you further wealth, admiration, respect, pride and LOVE. I may seem intimidating for many reasons but I am only here to bring prosperity. When one FEARS one INHIBITS CREATION and POTENTIAL. No amount of damaged ego, FEAR or DELUSION is worth inhibiting creativity or defending missed opportunity. It can take you five minutes to "get over" this situation or it can take you five years. The decision is up to each and every one of you. If you are wise enough to perceive this as the wonderful opportunity that it is then we will all benefit by a speedy resolve and acceptance of what has transpired. My goal - and I hope yours as well - is the future potential revenue that our "MIRACLE" can create for all of us.

          I have several delightful ideas which pertain to the film and entertainment industry that I will share with you in more detail later in this Message. We have the opportunity to create incredible films and "artworks" far more fantastic than anything Leonardo Da Vinci could possibly have dreamt or imagined! I look upon all of you as my modern day Medici and I’m sending this Message in hopes of seeking your financial support in exchange for manifesting our "MIRACLE" with its delightful film and entertainment ideas as well as the numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve created. I earned just $20,855 in 2005 and have earned no more that that since retiring in 1989. Yet as you can see from my web site I live quite a fantastic life - thanks to the POWER, FORCE and SOURCE which guides me and has always provided for me. My ability to transcend my physical body is FAR more valuable to me than money or anything else that physical "reality" can offer me. I am not a greedy man but I do know the value of the gifts that I possess.

          What is most important to me is to work with like minds and souls and not necessarily allying with those who grant me the most generous offer. Spirit is most important to me therefore I seek to actualize our "MIRACLE" with those who I am most compatible with from a spiritual perspective. Should any of you decide to be my benefactors then I desire to meet with you personally. There will be no initial meetings with attorneys as we will meet face to face. Preferably over a five hour dinner at one of Hollywood’s most fabulous restaurants. A long, leisurely, relaxing but stimulating and unforgettably fabulous evening. The benefactor who offers me a fair and just offer and with whom I can spiritually align will have unbridled access to my mind and soul. I’m trying to right a Cosmic and Karmic wrong. The securing by me of a fair and just benefactor will ensure the exoneration of all parties involved from any and all legal, criminal and civil action due to any possible perceived improprieties.

          I’m not sending you this Message to ask for money – I’m sending it to promise that I will make you a LOT MORE MONEY! Because of my ability to transcend my physical form and access the potential of "ALL THAT IS" the potential future revenue in the areas of film, entertainment, telecommunications and the numerous businesses, products, goods and services that I’ve already created are conservatively worth a billion dollars. To quote Frank: "I can do anything I want and so can you." Rich hit the nail on the head with that line, but I believe he underestimated just HOW powerful his new found friend REALLY is.

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