FANS Hi everybody and thanks for stopping by! What has happened is so crazy! I wouldn't believe this shit unless I KNEW it was TRUE! It REALLY, REALLY, REALLY has been a MIND FUCK! I'm in hiding in order to protect the truth of "Donnie Darko" and to ensure my freedom, my health, my safety and my life. I knew I was threatening "THE ESTABLISHMENT" but I didn't think they'd go to such extremes to silence the truth. I'm hoping that by putting up this web site I, or those around them, will shame the guilty into doing the right thing. I have no choice but to protect what "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD" has given me to share with the world. I'm sorry that it's not what anyone wants to hear but a hundred years from now when a treatment and a cure is found we will have a more perfect world. History will look upon this as the moment that tipped the evolutionary scale by consciously intervening to address the most pervasive and destructive disease on our planet. You, the "Donnie Darko" fans inspired me to fight the fight and do the right thing. I've read hundreds of pages of your comments about "Donnie Darko" and I know a lot of you were confused - hell everyone was confused because that was the intent. As I've already said, there were times during the trial that I got really down and my BEAST (Frank) took over with a VENGENCE! That's when I'd read and re read all the internet chatter about the film. The ENTHUSIASM and DEVOTION of the fans really pulled me back up from my depression. During those dark times I "FELT" your LOVE and in YOUR LOVE was MY "Sanctuary." Please know that your comments really helped me to muster the courage to DO THE RIGHT THING. All of you are WHY I've done this. You ALL helped to MAINFEST this "MIRACLE" by BELIEVING IN IT AND "FEELING" A WONDERFUL "FEELING" INSIDE of you. That "WONDERFUL FEELING" IS THE "FEELING" of LOVE! EVERYONE who "FELT" the LOVE RADIATING WITHIN them ABOUT, or FOR "Donnie Darko" "CREATED" this "MIRACLE" into physical "reality" by BELIEVING in it. By BELIEVING in it you CREATED an ELECTROMAGNETIC ENERGY FIELD called "LOVE." By "FEELING" this LOVE WITHIN YOU RADIATING FROM THE WONDERFUL SOUL THAT JUST SO HAPPENS TO INHABIT YOUR BODY you have ALL created this "MIRACLE!!! Your BELIEF and your FAITH IN YOUR BELIEF HAVE MANIFESTED IT INTO PHYSICAL "reality!" That is the TRUE meaning of the words FAITH and BELIEF! ALL of our INNER GODS CREATED THIS MIRACLE and YOU fans "CREATED" is as an INTERNET SENSATION and a "CULT HIT OF A GENERATION!'' Thats some pretty cool creating. Without ALL of you this COULD NOT, and WOULD NOT have MANIFESTED in physical "reality." It is said that "The Second Coming" would occur in 2001. "Donnie Darko" was released on October 26, 2001 and on that day "The Second Coming" was revealed to the world! As the internet fans, your TASK was to SPREAD THE WORD. In essence you were all my unwitting and unwilling disciples. Even though none of you KNEW the TRUE MEANING of the film, you were NEVERTHELESS INEXTRICABLY DRAWN INTO IT! I deliberately lightened the letters so as to INEXTRICABLY DRAW YOU INTO the screen. Believe it or not you have ALL played a MONUMENTAL ROLE in heralding in "The Second Coming" which places 100% of the RESPONSIBILITY for the SUCCESS or FAILURE of our LIVES SQUARELY ON OUR SHOULDERS! Jesus is dead. So is Mohammad, and Buddha and ALL of those other MEN! As Donnie Darko showed us, it's ALL up to US to SAVE our sorry little asses!!! I know the defendant's BELIEVED I was after the money and the rights to the films but what I was really after was the VALIDATION, CONFIRMATION and ACCEPTANCE of both my existance and my beliefs. On the webpage dd.html, I stated that "my acknowlegement and acceptance will come from the humbly shed tears from those that these words have helped." I'm weeping as I type these words fore never in my life could I have IMAGINED, or DREAMED, or DARED TO IMAGINE OR DREAM about something THIS AMAZING. Hell I was the son of a poor coal miner from the Appalachian mountains who couldn't see and couldn't hear. Below is a pic of me and my mom when I was three years old. The fictitious "Donnie Darko" was created to TEACH us that we ALL FORSAKE OURSELVES UNLESS, we do like he did, and SAVE OURSELVES! What hope in HELL did I have of being a part of this AMAZING moment in history? From the OUTSIDE appearance none whatsoever! SOMETHING - OR SOMEONE - INTERVENED! That was the same "SOMETHING" that INTERVENED and INSPIRED YOU to create the "INTERNET SENSATION" that spawned "THE CULT FILM OF A GENERATION." The only reason that "The Director's Cut" was released was because of the buzz on the net! ALL of you "CREATED" that buzz and in so doing were DIRECTLY RESPONSIBLE for the "CREATION" of both "The Director's Cut." And NOW that you KNOW the TRUTH of just how PROFOUND and RELEVANT of a film "Donnie Darko" REALLY is you NOW UNDERSTAND your PROFOUND role in the MANIFESTATION of this "MIRACLE!" YOU CREATED IT with your very own "SOMETHING" and that "SOMETHING" is "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD" WITHIN you as Nelson Mandela so eloquently stated. The Defendant's tried to keep you from knowing that WONDERFUL TRUTH about this MOST WONDERFUL FILM. That WONDERFUL TRUTH is HOW to CALM, CONTROL and ENLIGHTEN your BEAST (Frank) and learn HOW to "travel in God's channel" and be at one with "The Universal Natural Phenomenon of GOD!" The same POWER FORCE AND SOURCE that FUELED MY INNER GOD and saved this poor, blind, deaf boy from the middle of the mountains also FUELS YOUR INNER GOD and can save you from your problems, your troubles and your HEARTACHE! YOUR INNER GOD IS WHAT HAS MANIFESTED THIS "MIRACLE" into physical "reality" by making you "FEEL" LOVE and using the LOVE as the "FUEL" to "CREATE" this wonderful MIRACLE and "FEELING" your INNER LOVE will TRANSFORM your life and your "reality!" Please don't be angry at what has transpired and don't be disillusioned. The fictitious Donnie Darko was out to save the world and with your help that's exactly what we'll ALL do. Thanks so much for believing in the TRUE SPIRIT of "Donnie Darko" because all my friends who gave their lives in order to create the film would be very touched and honored at your ENTHUSIASM and DEVOTION. Joey (Grandma Death) was really a little boy trapped in a man's body and he loved watching movies. He would be ABSOLUTELY BLOWN AWAY by what has happened, or should I say what ALL of you "Donnie Darko" fans made happen! BLOG YOU TUBE CLICK MY EYES BELOW TO START AT THE BEGINNING |
